What's Right

I'm writing in this thing for the first time in like two months - the last time it was just lyrics, and I'll throw some for the newest song at the bottom of this.
I'm panicked by the shit going on around me and the things I love.
We're talking to people who could shape the future of the band and my future. It's not a situation to be taken lightly either. I'm absolutely petrified that I'll do the wrong thing, but there's no possible way for me to know.
I'm about to hit a point where I have to take a huge leap of faith either in myself or the people we're going to be relying on, and depending on how either pans out, the decision WILL make or break the band one way or the other. It's like a 50-50 if I do nothing, and a 50-50 if we all act. This is as important as things get for me, and I'm brick-walled.

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I put your name on my chest,
You put your words in my head.
Do I know if what I'm doing's right?

Oh, I hope I know what's right
Cause we may only have one night
To take all these chances,
Have my questions answered,
Do I know if what I'm doing is right?

Miss Me

Right now, I need you to miss me.
That's how I keep you here with me.
I want this moment to hit me.
I need this moment to hit me.

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Live in love.

Calling Home

hey i never doubted in the first place
i'd say that everything is gonna be alright
cause you and i are in this mess together
and nothing good or bad can last forever

we're calling it home
but oh no, we're alone
and i've been feeling this way
everywhere that i go
if this isn't home
then i know we should rest
because home is where you make it
and we're not there yet

hey i tend to focus on the upside
someday i'm pretty sure that it'll all be fine
cause i can't sleep if you're not feeling better
and i know we both lie awake together

if this is my home
then it goes where you go

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Live in love.

This thing is in need of an update.

I spend days and days and days in love. And I think about only a few things these days. How I want to survive this semester (almost done), how I always want to be with her, and The Title. New songs are pouring out lately, one done last week and another most likely this week, and plenty of ideas inside my head.

I'm making a vocal booth in my room for future recording, this excites me greatly.

The next batch of songs is slowly coming to the surface, and all I've heard are good things from everyone - it's a bit more real sounding, like traditional title but with room for guitars and bass and actual drums (which is how I made all the drums sound in the new tunes).

I worry way too much about how it's going to come out - everyone loves the stuff, as far as I can tell, but I'm always worried lately that the new stuff won't be as well received. Granted I'm pushing us in a much more accessible direction (namely a less severe electronic feel versus pop rock), it's so different for me and all of our fans, that any reaction will be a surprise to me.

I live in love, and would like that written on my body somewhere. That's my latest thought.
I want my entire arm to be bird shaped windows with a night sky behind them, and live in love tattooed somewhere on my body - perhaps on my right side, written along the arms of my first tattoo.

Thoughts.
Hope this gets read.
Hope we don't get signed and have to run away.
Hope everyone likes the new stuff.
Hope my roommate will stop snoring.

Oh yeah,
And i bought a skateboard.
:)

Live in love.

I don't know

How to fall asleep on my own anymore.

My friends and family are gold.

I hope this band takes off, so that every single person who has given us a little extra help or support along the way can get from us what they really deserve.

I love you all.

And in other news...

"Cause with you by my side, everything else feels like it will be fine."

Yeah.