What's Right

I'm writing in this thing for the first time in like two months - the last time it was just lyrics, and I'll throw some for the newest song at the bottom of this.
I'm panicked by the shit going on around me and the things I love.
We're talking to people who could shape the future of the band and my future. It's not a situation to be taken lightly either. I'm absolutely petrified that I'll do the wrong thing, but there's no possible way for me to know.
I'm about to hit a point where I have to take a huge leap of faith either in myself or the people we're going to be relying on, and depending on how either pans out, the decision WILL make or break the band one way or the other. It's like a 50-50 if I do nothing, and a 50-50 if we all act. This is as important as things get for me, and I'm brick-walled.

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I put your name on my chest,
You put your words in my head.
Do I know if what I'm doing's right?

Oh, I hope I know what's right
Cause we may only have one night
To take all these chances,
Have my questions answered,
Do I know if what I'm doing is right?